It may be quite highly exaggerated.
But I don't think I've ever felt so hopeless for exams, to the point where I don't even want to study any more.
How is it even possible to finish studying everything by Friday? And seriously, CSC on Saturday?!
I can just prepare to fail very badly for promos and pray CA pulls me up. The outlook doesn't seem optimistic.
It's not a case of I didn't study. I tried, really. Somehow, things just don't go in because the basis is horrible.
There are a lot of better things a school can do with money other than to indirectly cause some very pointless event to be organized.
One would include hiring better teachers.
When I blanked out at that question during lesson yesterday, seriously, maybe SBQ might pull my marks up somehow.
And for now, it's just so tiring, wanting to sleep but not able to because there are so many things left undone.
At least it's something I have more interest in. At least that's good.
And not to mention, econs is untouched. What happened to my study plan?!
I hate myself.
But I really want to celebrate right after econs.
Getting all the content heavy subjects finished in 4 days. When majority of my attention has been wasted on the earlier subjects?
Why can't people just think more and spare a thought for the poor kids whose hands will be half dead by monday? And the noise during exams? Please don't let it happen again.
I never thought I would be so dissatisfied.
Or numb towards exams. It's not even stress. It's just pure hopeless, 彻底绝望了.
