Today, finally, pursuing interests without feeling that much guilt.
For the past few days, tests didn't seem like tests, school didn't seem like school.
Revision feels so half-hearted, and it truly was. Considering I didn't start on inflation and economic growth until today morning in school.
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The weather today, nice too.
Raining in the sun, pretty much felt like it describes feelings nowadays. In the overall atmosphere of rain, there's still sun to bring some light and hope. But nonetheless, still rain.
Or looking at it from the other side, it's sunny but the bad things will pass once they're over.
It sounds better than a torrential downpour in any case. So many people falling sick nowadays :/
But haiz, reality settles in and tomorrow sounds not very nice.
At least sequences and series is really enjoyable to do, I think I just found my favourite topic in Math. <3 Up till AP and GP anyway. Hopefully the rest is nice.
Reliving memories about Investigation from p4 to p6 was nice. It was my favourite paper too haha. But foundations really matter a lot, don't they?
The things that look vaguely familiar stir up feelings in the heart I don't even know how to describe. Time to improve on vocabulary.
And these are often the times, it's either you find the corners of your mouth lifting up at the happy memories that float up onto the surface, or sink into this deep abyss of emotions until something can cheer you up and get that smile back.
Smiles are really precious. <3
Memories are meant to be treasured, just like smiles are directed at people.
But yeah still 想念, not a nice feeling at times either. Worse if almost everything can remind you of certain things you don't want to think about haiz ><
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Half day tomorrow yesss!
But lol skipping CSC again :O
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Still waiting, still hoping, still praying.
Still thinking that it will be worth it doing all of the above.
Miracles happen, don't they?
