Really quite a roller coaster ride emotionally. Even if I haven't been on that scary ones before.
Watching dramas is a nice way to just forget about things, and escape into the little bubble, away from reality. Even when you watch dramas, you know that at least, in the end, most of the time, it is one nice happy ending. And while watching, at least you get feelings of happiness experienced, or maybe a bit of regret that never happened on you.
Quite regret some of the things I did lately, some words said lately, some actions never taken. But haiz, what's the point in thinking about these? I still don't learn from those well enough to know that next time, I should do something I won't end up regretting.
Maybe somewhere in my heart, I just can't do anything that well.
Just praying that no one is suffering from whatever wrong I think I did. ><
I just realised my math tutorial is undone, along with at least 10 exercises of I&I. Life after clearing PW isn't easy. Maybe PW was actually a bit better to a certain extent. And well, at least that was one goal I had.
Being distracted every night from now till maybe 3 weeks later from 10pm to 12.30am doesn't sound like a very good idea to me.
Sometimes, the sense of timing at which things happen is absolutely wonderful, seriously.
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Missing some of the most wonderful conversations ever had.
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I just realised that I have a lot of people I want to thank for all the wonderful memories I have so far.