The feeling of getting something that you've been anticipating for a long time is truly wonderful. I don't even think I can start to describe my feelings right now.

Happiness, being high, excited, and any other positive emotion rolled up seems like the best description I can give.

But then really, even just a glimmer of hope that something you've been waiting for for a long time is about to happen. That is just enough for the moment. And I would think that provides the best motivation that anyone can get.

Because if that really happens, there's nothing in the world that would make me slip the opportunity, there's nothing in the world that would stop me from doing that something I've wanted for a long time. <3

I don't know for sure what will happen, but I'm sure going to start praying and buck up. Just because nothing will stand in my way.

The kind of happiness I feel now is unparalleled to anything I've ever felt before, and I don't mind feeling that way. Because I know, that hope has been with me for months. <3

Please let it just happen.

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