Don't really know what to feel lately.
Too many conflicting emotions.
Even if you had been expecting that something bad to happen for a long time, when it really does happen, the pain in your heart can be quite unbelievable. And it takes time to get over it, if ever.
But at least there're always some things to be worth smiling about ^^
Hope keeps me going. And that hope shall not die away.
If not, I really don't know where to get my motivation from.
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Tomorrow shall be productive.
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沒人了解 才選擇隔絕這世界
有點疲倦 已決裂的信念
白色球鞋 走不回喧鬧的海邊
月光營火 照亮許多笑臉
瘋狂畫面停留在眼前
默契卻漸行漸遠
我們約好闖蕩的那片天
我一個人向前*
我流浪在擁擠的從前
複習一頁頁黑白的空蕩夏天
呆坐在熱鬧的路邊 啤酒沒變甜
卻少了傻得很認真的心願
我流浪在孤單的邊緣
懷念揮霍著笑聲的耀眼藍天
聽著那熟悉的音樂 只剩下琴弦
希望讓時間回到誤解那天
能有機會說聲抱歉
This reminds me of so much. A lot of first times, a lot of touching moments. <3
There are some things that can never be forgotten. And well, some things will always be in our hearts.
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I have a wonderful to-do list after block tests. Shall I thank god that tests end on thursday?
Need to really get into the mood of things.
Block test revision package for one. And maybe history. I shall attempt to leave CSC to very last minute, maybe >< Just maybe.
♥ 12:46 AM